2010-10-01

Foundation students' holidays very short, only 1 week long...
so fast, holidays is coming to the end...
very very very unhappy lor...
Diploma students' holidays having 3 weeks holiday!
UNFAIR !!!

going back to melaka on sunday...
during this holidays, i only eat, play and sleep..
big big bellyband is getting bigger LOL... (izzit called bellyband?)
but i had cooked a lot of spaghetti for my family..
i asked them whether spaghetti nice or not, they answered dunno.. = =
wat the...
i know why they answered dunno because we are not picky eater!
this is our advantage! haha...
but, it tasted nice, seriously ;p
sorry i din take any photo...

last, i decided to buy a pair of contact lens!
next week, next week i will get it!

2010-09-25

在PLKN营里度过期间，我学会了一样东西
那就是朋友之间的坦白。。
在营里，我们必须适应的快、互相照应、互相帮助、互相倾听等等
‘坦白’ 在我们之中是最为重要的
有什么开心、伤心、不满我们都会互相分享
几乎是没什么隐瞒的
就算有，也都很快解决和化解
这样我们就不会显得很孤独孤单，即使父母都不在身边

以前我在朋友家人面前不懂得坦白
想说忍着忍着自然就会没事了，都会过去
在营里，我才知道坦白原来是那么简单
即使真相是残酷的，让人不容易接受的
但至少我知道我做了什么，做错了什么或对你做了什么
我会学会去改进我的态度，我做事情的方式
而不是什么都不说却在我背后和别人说我的不好和坏话
传到我耳里，我会觉得很难受很不开心
我是很记仇的人，我会很记得什么人对我做了什么过分事
如果能够坦白，我至少不会不开心，而我会想其它办法解决之间的问题

身边有几位朋友不懂得坦白
也让我不知怎么跟他们坦白
只怕他们不容易接受而显得尴尬。。
下雨天的晚上，宿舍里，我站在窗前沉思着
天气很凉爽，身体自然感觉很舒服，但心里却不是
手，不知觉的去接触雨水，滴答滴答在手心
好久没这样了，很怀念。。
然而，心里的不快还是没消失。。
是我不够了解他们吗？还是他们不够了解我？
有首歌唱着一句：看起来朋友很多，知心没几个。。
对的，我唯一能够坦白的就那么一个
目前都没任何的问题，只希望我们能相处得更好！
谢谢你们的好和照顾。。。

放空，不代表我不在想
反而我会想到更多、想得更多、想起更多
也许有一天我对你的态度突然转变也不能怪我
也许因为我发现了你丑陋的一面
有时候我喜欢独来独往，我觉得无所谓
不受任何干扰，自由自在
可以大声唱歌、乱喊乱叫，没人会嫌你烦嫌你吵
有时候这样过也不错的。。

我想，我该停止想了。。
再想下去，也于事无补。。。

2010-09-13

在我还没上来马六甲MMU读书的时候…

我自认为

我能够每天出街走走

哪知道我必须顾虑到车油费

我自认为

我能够每一个礼拜去狂shopping

哪知道必须顾虑到父母赚来的钱不容易

我自认为

我可以每天打扮漂漂亮亮的去上学

哪知道起身吃早餐的时间也没有

我自认为

马六甲会很多每天不一样的食物吃

哪知道几乎每天一样的菜色让我很反胃

我自认为

我终于可以自由选择时间什么时候睡觉

哪知道明天多数是早课

我自认为

我可以和朋友们出夜街狂玩一番

哪知道我必须提醒我自己宿舍的安全性

我自认为

即使在宿舍我也觉得不无聊因为有得上网做些什么的

哪知道申请了近三个月streamyx都还没来安装

我自认为

我离家出来读书不会觉得无助

哪知道每次回家都觉得回家好幸福

这一切的一切

全都不在我预料之中

相反的，我学会怎么去控制消费，体谅到父母赚钱的辛苦

相反的，我知道刻意打扮上学不是我来读书的目的

相反的，我知道妈煮的食物是世上第一的美食

相反的，我知道如何控制我的睡眠时间

相反的，我发现人性的丑恶面

相反的，我终于了解TM的烂服务

相反的，我爱我的家

2010-09-11

That's what they did on my MyVi car which happened at my apartment's car park on Merdeka Day!

The rude word was at the driver's door site and the '?' was at the behind right hand side door.

On that day i was back to Melaka. At that time they were some Malay guys gathering at there.
i was not surprise becoz always have some Malay guys gathering at there.
After around 2 hour, my friend, BeeTin back to Melaka and told me that was a drink on the top of my car.
i was not surprise also becoz always have some monkeys playing around car park there, very terrible right?

On the evening around 6pm more, my friend, WenYe and I were hungry and decided to eat.
We arrived the car park and as BeeTin said there was a drink on the top of my car.
i picked it up and throw it away....but what out of my expected is there had big marks on my car!!
FUCK!! i was so angry and phoned to all my family members told them what was happened on my car!!

我现在要写华语避免非人类可以了解...
在那时候我马上怀疑的是马来人！
别说我种族歧视，那饮料是马来人常喝的粉红色饮料，我不知叫什么名...
就像我之前说的，常常有马来人集聚在那里...
我有印象的是我在car park的时候就看见有两个马来人在喝饮料...
这些供词足够怀疑是他们干的吧？
而且这两个月里国家的种族歧视越来越严重，不怀疑他们会拿我的车发泄...
也或者他们看我一个女子的好欺负...
我说的都是根据现场、往常和近来所发生的事做推论，别说我只针对马来人！

只从这件事发生在我身上后，难免我对马来人感到更厌恶！
为什么加个‘更’字呢？在这件事发生之前，也有另一件事发生在我身上，而且是差点送命！
来马六甲路上，一个转弯几乎看不见对面的车，我当时的车速大概是90吧...
有一帮没戴安全帽驾驶摩多车的小孩子在对面路驾驶过来...
待我看清楚后才发现其中以辆吃多来我这条路而且就快要撞上了！
我马上转左闪他，因为车速有点快加上有沙石，我整辆车突然转向右边的路！
整辆车我可以说是S字型走的！
很幸运的是对面没车，不然我不可能在这里写blog了...

这两件事的发生，我没能对他们不厌恶！
觉得为什么他们特别的没 nao + chi dun ！
现在facebook上载很出名 + 丢了我们马来西亚的脸的video..



就是这一个video，看了我完全无言....
他律师证是不是买来的？一直被被人嘲笑，他还有脸继续说话...
speaking skill 又那么烂，推理也离谱，唉....

在这里，我只能说马来西亚没希望了...
我也更不喜欢马来人了！

2010-09-08

today was a boring day...
but i had my sunshine day...
it made me felt very sleepy although i woke up at 11.30am today...

mother is not around me this few days...
i have to keep my house clean and wash all the dirty clothes...
i dunwan to sweep the floor becoz i hate to do that...
never mind my maid tomolo will coming to my house and settle all..

final exam is coming...
but now i dun have the mood to do the revision...
i have no idea on economics and accounting..
some part of them i dunno at all...
how i sit in the exam?

now, i still sitting in front of pc playing the games and searching...
who can rescue me?

2010-8-30

很好
TM人终于来宿舍按电话线了

很好
他七早八早打电话吵醒我说要来按线

很好
我还有很多样coursework要做

很好
我假期到拜二才上回马六甲

很好
在家里除了做coursework我就快闷死了

很好
今天是礼拜天我朋友艳欣的生日

很好
每次我回家我一定会有大肚腩

很好
我喜欢上周汤豪新专辑里的歌了

很好
这星期我将会花很多很多$$$$$$

很好
我想看我最爱的AVATAR但only available in 3D

很好
又很多场戏我超想捧场的

很好
我太久没自拍了变得生疏了

很好
没新照片可以来更新

很好
发现有些朋友都没联络了

很好
我没话说了


**以上是本人最近的想法

2010-08-27

打从我出营后我的身体状况一直都没好过...

荷尔蒙失调一直维持着，导致脸上的痘痘时好时坏...

原以为我用错了产品或者是生活规律不正常造成的...

痛苦了两个多月直到今天才知道是什么原因了....

就是我的“好朋友”

“好朋友”停了一个星期后又来拜访我了！

这两个月以来平均一个月拜访我两次...

难怪我脸的皮肤状况从没好转过...

之前我用的products是Nano White

现在换去Body Shop 的products 了

很好用，我的皮肤也好转了很多！

现在需要做的是吃保养品好好调理好我的身体状况

相信很快就能恢复吧！

自信起来！！！

2010-08-21

每一次回家一定有功课要做，那功课像跟英文功课脱离不了关系...

这次也不例外，只不过另加一样东西要处理-----PTPTN

现在读书的人都知道什么是PTPTN...


我终于申请到了，不多也不少，RM8,000 而已


唉....


其实我也没什么东西要在这里讲


每天都过得很充实，吃睡玩读，都没什么了


只是到现在都没有Net可以上


他们马来人都不知道在搞什么鬼，要他们做东西总是拖


我也麻木了...不催了...


我在想我要不要考虑买broadband呢？


.....


今天去剪了超短发，剪了自然想染


我不管我父母反对了，我自己去买染发剂自己染！


现在流行泡沫染发剂，我买来试用看看呢！


反正RM38 不是很贵...


嗯...


就这样 XD

2010-08-14

this Wednesday wen ye and I went to Jusco shopping because that day was melaka public holiday so we dun have class...

i bought not so many things but bought a bag worth RM90+ from Vincci, the most expensive bag so far...

i want to find a bag for a long time, but no one is satisfied, until i found it..

after get my parents permission i juz dare to buy...

i had burned amount RM160++ for this time shopping...

so started from now until the end of next week i wouldn't buy anything except EAT..

and i also wouldn't take the money out from ATM although my pocket money now only have RM40+..

i also dunno and wonder why i wan to save costs...

mayb since i came out to study here, i started to know i should save costs as well...

and i know my parents gain the money is not easy...

now i got what i always wanted...maybe...is enough...

thx my dear parents...

....

is cool here in library...

i was alone here...listening musics and online... no ones chat with me until i leave the library...

is going back to apartment and excited to c wen ye new hair colour!

2010-08-07

temporary, now is not the same.

i have my own laptop i have my own transport, but i dun have net = =

last Sunday together wif my family went to PC fair at malacca to buy a laptop and other accessories for me.

without net, i cant do anything also! GOSH!

cant stay at apartment searching the information from net if needed..

is needed to rush to my campus to online and find the seat together wif plug = =

TM ah TM... please lah... i need net ah...


lets talk about my mid-term test results..

accounting and economics subjects is OK, pass~

i only worry about my business maths subject becoz in my test i calculated i have loss 18 marks out of 50!

*crying without tears...(欲哭无泪?)

i think i will failed this test... *sigh


now im doing my english's essay...

but im blogging ?! yup....

so i have to stop now...

after finish essay have to do assignments T^T....

good luck to me!