2010-12-23

昨日是冬季, 第一次没和家人过, 汤圆没得吃, 格外寂寞..
人们说吃一粒大粒的汤圆就是长大了一岁. 我没吃到, 所以我没长大.
没吃到汤圆至少和家人过但没办法..
看见很多人能够吃到汤圆或和家人过佳节, 心里很羡慕~

竟然都没办法了, 就和我哥和他朋友们出去吃好料来安慰安慰自己~
当然饭后一定有娱乐, 就是去pub咯!
玩到十二点多才撤回.

出来生活, 遇到佳节的时候, 特别想念家, 但总是会有阻碍的.
爸说想几时回家就回家, 这里永远是你的家
对啊, 那里永远是我的家.
但有时我想让自己更独立些, 不依赖家人, 什么事情都能自己私下解决
不想让家人多一份的担心.
即使有时觉得害怕, 都得压抑下来.

有些事, 隐藏在心里就好.
就算再怎么有那个冲动想说出来, 都得逼自己住口!
说出来也未必是好事.

昨天也是我二哥生日~
祝他 身体健康 就好了!

2010-12-16

最近心律不整
睡觉时心跳跳得比平时快
恶梦连续好几天
没办法安心的睡一觉

自从出营以来
身体状况越来越差
很努力地吃补品
但时好时坏
我真的没办法了
我该怎么办
我快厌倦了

final exam越来越近了
我尽力地去读书温习
我不曾这样做过
我在逼自己吗?
我不知道
我不会觉得压力大而哭
只是痘痘冒了很多

我尽可能地保持开朗
不让自己想得太偏激
但有些事情不得不让我承受
不得不让我去面对

我必须坚强

2010-12-11

我身体又出现警报了...

上半身出现一片片红色的症状, 时不时还会发痒
我还以为没什么, 只要涂涂敏感皮肤药膏就好
几天过去, 我也没去注意它, 也忘了这件事
至到前天晚上, 发现越来越多, 害怕了, 但深夜了, 没及时打给家人, 第二早才告诉家人
就这样, 匆匆忙忙一个人驾车赶回家去
看了医生, 说皮肤毛孔受感染, 生瘆, 不打针不行, 不然会很麻烦
又被打一针了...

为什么说"又"?
今年下半年开始, 我一直关顾诊所, 次次挂诊, 也打了四次针 :

第一针 : 出营后, 脸皮肤感染,
第二针 : 注射HPV疫苗针
第三针 : 注射HPV疫苗针
第四针 : 就是现在这针, 毛孔感染

啊, 加上我上个月有轻微发烧, 但没去看医生

怎么那么衰?
排除注射HPV疫苗针, 就是不能给我安安静静地过生活吗?
今年怎么那么不利?

明年开始, 我一定要身体健健康康的, 好事近来! 不求别的了!

2010-12-01

说不伤心难过是假的
虽然跟我预料中的一样
但还是无法面对事实

我对我自己很失望
我努力的不够
听到没努力的人都能过关
那我算什么

我不能再这样下去了

"Crazy" KL Trip

24-26 November 2010

now i notice that i took less photos = =... i just only took my friends photos, myself photo only 1 or 2 pictures only.
i bought 2 shirts and a pair of shoes!

a shoes from PADINI-VINCCI new collection, it is limited addition, worth RM109.
i just took this shoes photo because i love this shoes soooooooo much and i wanna show it here.
look nice right? i think so XD

**不管我自己有多高, 我还是坚持穿高跟鞋!

2010-11-16

this time economics midterm result, i swear it will be worse than last semester!
i have done some revisions and some past year questions given..
but the exam questions were totally different as i did before!
wtf... but some of my frens know how to do, or i stupid?
shit! i cant admit!
but at least i can do some of it, only the structure questions dunno how to do only...
damn sad and dejected after pass up and came out from the hall..
I MUST BE HARDWORKING IN STUDY STARTING FROM NOW!! *ahhhhhh

and 1 more thing...
i am suffering for my skin so badly!!!
(so garrulous i need to mention my nightmare again)
before i went to PLKN, my skin was perfectly; but after the PLKN finished, wtf, damn bad!
ACNES! a lot of ACNES!
after changed skin care products, been nicer than before, but guess wat, my nose-wing very dry!
**crazyscreaming
what should i do?!
afterwards, just now i found a product, b-liv submerge me

it seems look nice after saw a lot of good comments..
but it is pricey for me as a student to use..
i think i need to talk to my mom... *cry

2010-11-14

人的嘴巴啊, 真的不能乱乱说话, 我已经体验到了...

上个礼拜, 我和朋友说我已经很久没生病发烧或是感到不舒服了
哪知道过了几天而已, 先是伤风, 过后就是头痛, 身体比一般人感觉冷, 浑身烧烧的
说是发烧又不是, 可能是轻微发烧吧..

我没把这件事和我爸妈说
怕说了会更加担心我...
吃了哥帮我买的药两天后就好很多了
之前还很担心我能不能去考MUET, 现在都没事了...

说起MUET, 我敢肯定的我拿不到band 3了...
因为在这之前我没任何的经验去应付它
lecturer也没多加强调教我们技巧之类的...
相信我要多付一次RM60去报考多一次了...

明天考economic
加油吧!

2010-11-09

i'm now using Body Shop Seaweed products in 1 set

before this i was using NANO white brand

after changed, my skin condition became better than before..
but, why, my nose-wing became very dry than before!
so i use vaseline to moisturize the problem..

but sometimes i would forgot to apply on, then the problem come out again!
what is the problem?
is it over-control oil result will be over-dry of my skin?
or the products i'm using not suitable for me?
should i use back the previous brand?
ahhh...someone give me answer please...
i wan become prefect skin girl!!

2010-11-02

这几天真的吃太多太多了!
朋友们上个星期五来马六甲3日1游, 就带他们到处走走...
(说真的, 马六甲没几个地方可以玩的, 不像KL...)
在马六甲不是吃, 还是吃!
带他们去吃的同时我也吃很多!
肚腩也变大了...
本来还想说减肥的 T^T...

为了杀青, 今晚就和朋友们去吃buffer...
为了不浪费那RM20+, 当然要吃到够够!
就这样, 减肥计划只好搁一边先了...

我减肥很简单, 吃比平时少就可以了..
吃清淡加上吃多点蔬菜和水果, 当然定时 '上厕所'...
难免我会吃1-2粒的fibre, 容易排去脏细菌和解决便秘问题...

好了...祝我意志力能够再加强...^^

2010-10-26

dunno wat happened to me in this semester..
nine tenths no pay attention to the classes..
especially in human development, morals and english subjects..
these 3 subjects very very bored to me!
mid-term exam almost coming..
but i still haven start to do any revision...
how come like that?
maybe i am not interested in these all subjects so i dun have the mood to go study..
*sah yo na ra~