Currently listening.
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Monday, October 15, 2012
Webcam Video
TaDa! hahaha
This webcam short video is about when i was listening to the music of Pitbull-Dont Stop the Party ft. TRJ.
Hehe...actually quite fun ler! Like sort of syok-sendiri lol!
The beat of me and the music is 对不上的. It is because i was recording while listening the music via youtube. So, the music i downloaded afterward is different. And hor, i dunno how to edit the video lah, noob here okay~
Quite embarrassing when i editing the video and was thinking whether should i upload it. But never mind lah, not many people know my blog so just be it!
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
2012-10-09
eat sleep play exercise
eat sleep play exercise
eat sleep play exercise
wanna blog the next post of my taiwan trip but..........LAZY.
wanna blog about the beauty products but..........LAZY.
wanna blog something meaningful(?) things but........LAZY.
everything feels LAZY.
MUET speaking on next monday but i prepared NOTHING.
thinking of i was aPRO in ENGLISH person and shot them death immediately hahahahaha! #thingsneverhappened
had no shopping for months already, but when i got the chance to shop with my family, had no mood to shop the clothes, shoes, jewelry, however, had the mood to shop the cosmetic products.
now i more focus invest in cosmetics. maybe thts why i still have new clothes havent to wear on so automatically i stop shopping for clothes.
(thinking of what to write...)
*sigh aihhhh LAZY.
eat sleep play exercise
eat sleep play exercise
wanna blog the next post of my taiwan trip but..........LAZY.
wanna blog about the beauty products but..........LAZY.
wanna blog something meaningful(?) things but........LAZY.
everything feels LAZY.
MUET speaking on next monday but i prepared NOTHING.
thinking of i was a
had no shopping for months already, but when i got the chance to shop with my family, had no mood to shop the clothes, shoes, jewelry, however, had the mood to shop the cosmetic products.
now i more focus invest in cosmetics. maybe thts why i still have new clothes havent to wear on so automatically i stop shopping for clothes.
(thinking of what to write...)
*sigh aihhhh LAZY.
Friday, September 21, 2012
Who I am? A girl?
我是怎么样的女生? 我也不清楚...其实我自己很清楚吧.
这样的话, 我就自己list 出来.
有时我在想, 和身边女生朋友比较起来, 我确实和她们很不同.
我list出来的东西她们每一个都和我相反.
我是不是太...不女性化了? 女生基本标准形象我几乎每一个没达到.
家里成员都是男的除了我妈, 是不是兄弟的关系才导致我从小的就是中性化的?
身边男生朋友每一个都会说: "你是女的? 做么我不知道的?" "都没有当你是女生过." "我们这里没有女的只有男的."
起初蛮讨厌的, 现在还很配合他们回应说: "是咯. 我不是男的也不是女的, 是AGUA."
习惯了.
有些朋友会问我: "男朋友叻? 没有? 做么会没有? 不可能的. 不要骗我. 一定是很多在追你. 没有? 是不是你太挑了?"
Fuck. 不要问我为什么因为我也不知道是为什么.
我曾经试过去改变但最后失败. 我反问回我自己, 我为什么要改变? 这就是我, 我就是这样, 这就是最起码的我.
最起码的我也没有办法接受的人, 要我如何也去接受他们?
没办法接受这样的我的人, 很自然的, 我不会有男朋友, 但很自然的很多男性朋友, 但没一个是当我是女生看待的, 因为我够中性. 哈哈哈...够讽刺的.
不认识我的人觉得我很高傲, 有距离感.
认识我的人觉得我很健谈(?), 说话够直接, 大喇喇, blahblahblah...完全是相反的最初印象.
我...感觉在贬值我自己.
我一直都很没有自信, 原因很多.
现在我不介意他人怎么想了, 我想怎样就怎样. 你不喜欢是你家的事.
人说美丽和自信是发自内心. 这个道理我还在研究着.
我有个缺点就是 说容易, 做更难.
我需要一些动力, 一些人, 能够清楚让我知道我到底是谁? 我的理想? 我的未来? 我应该做什么?
那个人会是...心理医生吗? *叹气
这样的话, 我就自己list 出来.
- 在陌生人前, 坐姿或任何姿势都算标准. 哈, 在熟朋友前, 有几大喇喇就有几大喇喇.
- 驾车时总是很不耐烦. 就是在骂而已哈哈.
- 想大笑就大声的笑, 仪态不敢说.
- 至于脏话...还是会骂出来的, 但不至于很粗鲁, 国际化比较常. 跟其他女生比, 我算最常骂的了.
- 说话总是很大声, 怕死会没人听到.
- ..............
有时我在想, 和身边女生朋友比较起来, 我确实和她们很不同.
我list出来的东西她们每一个都和我相反.
我是不是太...不女性化了? 女生基本标准形象我几乎每一个没达到.
家里成员都是男的除了我妈, 是不是兄弟的关系才导致我从小的就是中性化的?
身边男生朋友每一个都会说: "你是女的? 做么我不知道的?" "都没有当你是女生过." "我们这里没有女的只有男的."
起初蛮讨厌的, 现在还很配合他们回应说: "是咯. 我不是男的也不是女的, 是AGUA."
习惯了.
有些朋友会问我: "男朋友叻? 没有? 做么会没有? 不可能的. 不要骗我. 一定是很多在追你. 没有? 是不是你太挑了?"
Fuck. 不要问我为什么因为我也不知道是为什么.
我曾经试过去改变但最后失败. 我反问回我自己, 我为什么要改变? 这就是我, 我就是这样, 这就是最起码的我.
最起码的我也没有办法接受的人, 要我如何也去接受他们?
没办法接受这样的我的人, 很自然的, 我不会有男朋友, 但很自然的很多男性朋友, 但没一个是当我是女生看待的, 因为我够中性. 哈哈哈...够讽刺的.
不认识我的人觉得我很高傲, 有距离感.
认识我的人觉得我很健谈(?), 说话够直接, 大喇喇, blahblahblah...完全是相反的最初印象.
我...感觉在贬值我自己.
我一直都很没有自信, 原因很多.
现在我不介意他人怎么想了, 我想怎样就怎样. 你不喜欢是你家的事.
人说美丽和自信是发自内心. 这个道理我还在研究着.
我有个缺点就是 说容易, 做更难.
我需要一些动力, 一些人, 能够清楚让我知道我到底是谁? 我的理想? 我的未来? 我应该做什么?
那个人会是...心理医生吗? *叹气
Friday, August 31, 2012
2012-08-31
A sexy song i felt.
Taeyang brought me to know this song, fully in love then. Thanks Taeyang!
It reliefs my stress, i love the tone, the lyrics and every part of it.
People around me no one appreciates this song, saying that it is a weird song, weird people always listen to weird songs, i admit it actually, haha
Okay, just a sharing here. Been busy, seriously. Couldn't even have a shopping time.
Assignments, assignments then exams exams, always.
Been thinking rather earning money instead of studying. *sigh
Anyways, keep charging.
*hmm...Happy 55th Merdeka Day.
Monday, July 23, 2012
2012-07-23
Today i asked my mom two questions :
1. How it feels if i get stabbed?
2. How it feels if i get shot?
Then my mom: " choi choi choi! touch wood!"
I think i will feel nothing, hands on the wound, lay down on the ground, close my eyes, maybe tears, then waiting to die.
I feel beautiful. lol.
So, how it feels like?
Monday, July 2, 2012
2012-07-02
***In the half way of doing my tutorial but blogging here. haha *peace
Super duper CUTE lah !!
学业在这学期忙了起来.
没有一天是睡到自然醒的.
即使有那么一天是没调闹钟, 也会被电话来电吵醒, 而且时间都很早.
在这学期我参加了Aikido Club --- 合气道.
很开心学到了很多东西和认识了很多新朋友!! 这是重点.
虽然是忙了点累了点, 生活没停息下来,每天都有东西做, 但是感觉很充实.
我还蛮喜欢现在这样, 但有时感觉快透不过气来, 有点压力.
什么东西都要follow up.
这是我身为 assignment group leader 的责任.
有时还真的很紧张, 怕赶不及做完, 自己一个人穷担心紧张, 其他members 好像都没一回事, 感觉自己很笨咯. =.=
今天才做完了一个event, 接下来就是midterm tests!!
哦~~~~~~~ WTH
我还没读书啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Saturday, June 9, 2012
2012-06-09
This photo seriously touched my heart.
I love dogs so much but my family doesnt allow us to adopt one.
I hope my child and dog in the future could be like in this photo.
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Saturday, June 2, 2012
2012-06-02
我妈每个礼拜五都在追这部中国连续剧 <<古今大战秦俑情>>.
也蛮好看的, 讲述从秦始皇时代到70年代再到现代的故事.
投胎再投胎, 记忆恢复再恢复, 演员都一样.
看看下我就不去追了, 其中原因 : 他们很婆妈啰嗦 =.=
讲话, 故事一直拖拖拖拖拖拖
难倒这个是中国剧特色之一?
声音都不是现场录的, 都是后制作的. I don't like lor.
我只喜欢这剧的片尾曲.
鸡皮疙瘩**
这是原唱, 粤语版.
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